I had to do this for a friend despite my objection to have this letter through this site for it might only hurt her even more. If only to let her know that I am still her friend, a good friend indeed, but not true enough to really saving her from further hurting herself. She asked me to post her love note for her ex-bf hoping that he would by any isolated chance click on this site to see this, and have time at this instant to go over this letter. His name is Oliver.
My friend Tina asked me to have this page just for that chance that Oliver would somehow know and realize that her life is still meant for him.
“Oliver, I had to leave you but not to keep you away, I took the scholarship in the US to please my parents but not to displease you. You know all the while that it would be my Mom’s decision despite much of our discussion over this matter. I know Oliver that it will never be easy for you to accept this but I am hoping against hope that you would at the least give me a chance to make you feel that you are still my life and my hope. As it won’t be easy on you my leaving for the states, it wouldn’t be easy for me as well. going to school but my heart and my soul will be somewhere else. I know that this will be much more difficult as time goes by.”
“My friends tell me that it will only hurt me more to let you know that I am still here for you though miles away. But I told them that nothing will be much more painful than not letting you know you are still in my heart and in my life, Oliver.”
“I am not working to have you back in my arms, but knowing that you do know that I did not give up on you is enough pain released than before when you did thought that I never did fought for you.”
“Oliver, I still love you as I always will. I can only pray for your safety and your happiness wherever you may be”.
I wish Tina all the best.
Comment by RTBR — November 28, 2007 @ 5:33 pm |
hi tina,
life is too short to be blue! in this life, a matter of choice is very important for BOTH man and woman if that involves a relationship, not only one but two. after all, believe in love’s destiny, once you have done all of your efforts, pray fervently and let God take the rests, our Heavenly Father knows what is best for his sons and daughters….
God bless,
libs:)
Comment by libay — December 5, 2007 @ 3:01 pm |
tina.. i can sense your feeling.. your sadness.. its hard to fell in love.. tapos aalis ka pa.. your decision is right,, follow your parents.. kasi para sayo din naman yan eh..well just give all your contact nos. to oliver.. lahat lahat kung paano ka niya makokontak ulit,.. then wait for him. at least you’ve done your part,,,
Comment by drew — December 6, 2007 @ 7:28 pm |
malaki na kayo pareho. alam nyo na ang dapat nyong gawin. creating a webpage will not make things better. you two both know for a fact that this is some sort of a very mediocre way to express your love for each other. to both of you, alam nyo na kung gusto nyo, maraming paraan, at kung ayaw nyo, maraming dahilan. although ang hirap nga naman ng pinagdaanan nyo at ng desisyon na iyong ginawa, still, love should prevail. make things happen for you two. kontilang ang taong nadalaw sa page na ito and not a lot of people know about your love story, and basing from what i read here, i find too childish to do such thing–dedicating a blog for someone. grow up, man.
Comment by cory — December 11, 2007 @ 11:19 pm |
tina.. life must still go on.. focus on your career, if you really love him try to reach him through phone calls.. set goals with him.. or if you cannot reach him anymore try to move on.. try to see your self without him.. the advantages of not being with him..
Comment by drew — December 14, 2007 @ 1:00 pm |